TASHX

Hie, Im Tash. I've wasted my youth and I'm fixing it back slowly. And I don't regret what I am today. Because I don't copy and act like an exact replica of my friends. I have a life and I'm living it. I don't make friends and in the next two hours call you baby. Many of my 'Baby's have been through my ups and downs for at least 2 years. I don't give in to people w little or no originality. Fuck off.
lovex

I love you, Baby. Nothing can part us. Don't get me started on when you look me in the eyes. You were more than everything I expected. I expected selfish and uncanning, you showed me that men too are beautiful. I expected rude and self-centered, you taught me to love others as well. I expected you to expect perfection, you guided me while I learnt from my mistakes. You're everything that I really needed and you've been there for me through it all. I can't make it on my own, Love. I'm gna tll you I love you in the best way that I can. I promise to make every second count, I promise you, Love.
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Smth soon.
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Same goes.
listen to love.
Thursday, November 20, 2008
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10:40 AM
its been pretty hard on my lately. i can only afford to hear myself hurt myself. the world slows down but my heart beats fast right now. this is the part where the end starts. i just know it is. they can't say we didn't try. we gave it our best shot. nothing is forever. i see why you left. it's not that i don't. jaja knows i suck at lying. and trust me, im very easy to please, and we all know it. a little love and affection goes a long way. i can't accept that we were supposed to watch the sunset and we didn't. i was the only one who had an eye full of rain. i know i can make it on my own. i have to. i must. i won't stray anymore. i havent heard your voice since you said,'Thanks ah." trust me, that is not the nicest last words to hear. i can't take my own tears. i don't want to give myself in and i don't want to give you up so easily. im hot and cold. i don't want to try, now. i guess what we have is left to say goodbye to. i hate this. |