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Hie, Im Tash. I've wasted my youth and I'm fixing it back slowly. And I don't regret what I am today. Because I don't copy and act like an exact replica of my friends. I have a life and I'm living it. I don't make friends and in the next two hours call you baby. Many of my 'Baby's have been through my ups and downs for at least 2 years. I don't give in to people w little or no originality. Fuck off.




lovex


I love you, Baby. Nothing can part us. Don't get me started on when you look me in the eyes. You were more than everything I expected. I expected selfish and uncanning, you showed me that men too are beautiful. I expected rude and self-centered, you taught me to love others as well. I expected you to expect perfection, you guided me while I learnt from my mistakes. You're everything that I really needed and you've been there for me through it all. I can't make it on my own, Love. I'm gna tll you I love you in the best way that I can. I promise to make every second count, I promise you, Love.



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Smth soon.



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Same goes.



listen to love.
designer: unconsciously,
guidance: darkdegree




Friday, November 7, 2008
/ 9:23 PM

I waited for the guy who will call me beautiful and not hot. Who will do anything he can to make sure I'm not upset even if its because of him. Who calls me back when I hang up on him. Who will stay awake just to watch me sleep. I waited for the guy who kisses me on my forehead. Who wants to show me off to the world when I'm in my sweats. Who holds my hand in front
of his friends. Waited for the one who is constantly reminding me of how much he cares about me and how lucky he is to have me. Waited for the one who turns to everyone and says "thats her." I'll cry when I see him and I'll do anything to have him. And right now that I have him, I won't ever want to break away.

He's really great to me, it's even more apparent to me in times like these; because he is just THERE. Like, the most dependable. It's amazing. He makes me feel safe, and it's really new to me and really nice. He's always telling me the nicest things too, I still can't really get over it. The way he makes little cute faces, it tingles my fancy little heart. The way he very oh so adorable-ly makes the cutest baby noises. The way he blows into my ear, it makes my head giddy.

I love you mountains and I'll say it every waking day of my life. I love you in depth and I've turned blue eversince. No, actually I haven't. You're an extraordinary attraction. You blend imperfections smoothly. I am ever so overwhelmed to each and every sacrifice you made just so we could go back to square one. I adore your adorable words. That you didn't even realise what you slumbered was cute. When I misses you hills, I'll lay down in bed. Definite hallucinations of your smell tickling my nose. You're the only person I look forward to every second the clock ticks. When you are right beside me, smelling your shoulder blade is the only thing I'd do. And I'll bite hard because I know it hurts. Sometimes I'd catch glances, it makes me merry. Why I've become obsessive, why I've become posessive. I couldn't answer my question either. You're special and you've captured my whole heart. I love you over the moon and stars.

You know, I've never felt love like this before. And now that you're here, Nurilham, I don't want you to go. I want to hold on. I don't want us to part. Not now, not ever. I take you as my brother, my guide, my faith, my bestfriend, my love and my everything. I just want you to realise that ever since your presence, it made me realise the more finer things in life. I know we haven't really gone anywhere. As egoistic as I am to have started every sentence with an "I", I (there I go again) want it to always be "Us". You'll always be my baby. I don't want to bother about what anyone says about us. Let them be, let them laugh. We'll laugh along because we know they have never gone anywhere near what we are right now in such a short time. They've never felt the way we do. Never have I missed a text or date from/with you. It's been growing inside me. I think of you everytime. I love to brag about you to my friends, but they never listen. So I'll continue talking to myself keeping no one else, but me, satiated; Constantly reminded of you. I've come to see that I'll never make it anywhere on my own. I need a holding hand, something like yours. You'll be there when I fall. I know it. And upon hearing you always referring to me as 'Baby', I feel so proud. Like there is nothing that can ever come in my way. And I know it may be hard for you to believe but, I will lose everything and my life will crumble if you ever leave me. If you ever doubt my love, let me know. I want to always rekindle my love for you. Let every mountain on the face of this Earth crumble, let the sky fall. My love for you will never disappear. I don't want it to be months. I'd rather we aim years. I wish to celebrate every birthday/occassion/monthversary/anniversary and everything else in between with you. Let every picture I take include you. To prove as how much I depend on you. Yes, I depend on you. You are my life machine, my oxygen tank. When I feel like letting go, I will always think of what you are to me. You are everything I depend on. I never want to let go. And I know I may not be the prettiest girl on the face of this Earth but I trust you with everything I have and I will cherish you with everything that I own. don't care. I just love you so.

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